THE CROWBAR
She stands at the riverside
holding a bloody crowbar,
watching the grain barges
float by on their way to the Gulf.
The steel in her bruised hand,
once used by ancestors to pry
worn shoes off work horses, to
tear down plaster, yank floor tile,
now her gift to the river to join
all those other victim's weapons.
What tales the turtles could
tell of the arsenal down there
in the mud. Now what to do
for the balance of her afternoon?
Of course she can't return home,
or stop for a drink at The Boxcar,
where he had done shots until closing
last night and come home mean.
Perhaps the church. Fuck
the sheriff's department.
But the river is so inviting,
like the down comforter her
mother once tucked her into.
When the water promises
the fire within her will finally
be quenched, she begins to load
her pockets with river rocks.
Tom's YouTube video reading of "The Crowbar"
Tom confesses: "The world is full of weapons and opportunity, so I'm always amazed how seldom a crowbar is swung, a glass ashtray thrown, chicken wings served sans poison. In the world of my protagonist, the incentive to violence is even less rare, and harsh justice is often found in the conjunction of the two."
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio author of short stories, novels and poetry. Many of his best noir short stories have been collected in "Odds of Survival," and his crime novel "Blood of the Poppy," is available on Amazon. Learn more at tombarlowauthor.com.
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Monday, December 12, 2022
Tom Barlow
JEFFREY EPSTEIN SPEAKS FROM THE GRAVE
All night long the con in the next cell
kept whispering to me how easy
it is to hang yourself in jail
how little pain
I told him I once owned my own jet
and used it to bring young lovelies
to my private island
the natives called it the Lolita Express
He told me he once had six country girls
working the truck stops for him and I was a fool
for shopping on Fifth Avenue
I told him Ghislane should not have been
persecuted or prosecuted. She has
no cock and her tongue is beautiful
He said he had to smack his bitch
around a little when she was slow
to bring him a beer
I told him I once had enough money
to buy this prison and tear it down
He told me he held up a Denny's
for eighty-three dollars
I told him about all the movies
I took with my little hidden cameras
starring people in the tabloids
He told me for a pack of cigarettes
he could get me a copy of Hustler
I told him I once had presidents and princes
pining for an invite to my debaucheries
He told me I'd had an audience of inmates
listening to me sob and choke the night I hung myself.
When I fell still, the applause echoed
all the way down to the guard station
Tom's YouTube video reading of "Jeffrey Epstein Speaks from the Grave":
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Tom confesses: "This poem tries to capture the revulsion that the public felt as Epstein's predations were exposed, imagining as I have read that even in prison pedophiles are reviled. Sometimes suicide can leave society feeling that justice was not completely served, that the criminal had chosen the easy way out."
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer of poetry, short stories and novels. Other works of his may be found in anthologies including Best American Mystery Stories 2013 and periodicals including Pulp Modern, Heater, Plots With Guns, Mystery Weekly, Needle, Thuglit, Mystery Tribune, Switchblade, and Tough. His noir crime short story collection Odds of Survival is available on Amazon.
All night long the con in the next cell
kept whispering to me how easy
it is to hang yourself in jail
how little pain
I told him I once owned my own jet
and used it to bring young lovelies
to my private island
the natives called it the Lolita Express
He told me he once had six country girls
working the truck stops for him and I was a fool
for shopping on Fifth Avenue
I told him Ghislane should not have been
persecuted or prosecuted. She has
no cock and her tongue is beautiful
He said he had to smack his bitch
around a little when she was slow
to bring him a beer
I told him I once had enough money
to buy this prison and tear it down
He told me he held up a Denny's
for eighty-three dollars
I told him about all the movies
I took with my little hidden cameras
starring people in the tabloids
He told me for a pack of cigarettes
he could get me a copy of Hustler
I told him I once had presidents and princes
pining for an invite to my debaucheries
He told me I'd had an audience of inmates
listening to me sob and choke the night I hung myself.
When I fell still, the applause echoed
all the way down to the guard station
Tom's YouTube video reading of "Jeffrey Epstein Speaks from the Grave":
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Tom confesses: "This poem tries to capture the revulsion that the public felt as Epstein's predations were exposed, imagining as I have read that even in prison pedophiles are reviled. Sometimes suicide can leave society feeling that justice was not completely served, that the criminal had chosen the easy way out."
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer of poetry, short stories and novels. Other works of his may be found in anthologies including Best American Mystery Stories 2013 and periodicals including Pulp Modern, Heater, Plots With Guns, Mystery Weekly, Needle, Thuglit, Mystery Tribune, Switchblade, and Tough. His noir crime short story collection Odds of Survival is available on Amazon.
Monday, December 6, 2021
Tom Barlow
EAR WITNESS
Worried, his ear folds and slides through the keyhole
to follow her eyes this night after her tongue
has refused his caution and her hands have slammed
the door shut.
It listens to the snap of her heels as she enters the
downtown bar where a virtuoso plays soft piano
Christmas tunes.
Pressed against the window, his ear can hear the
room buzz of diamonds and Cristal, her lips
importuning and the eager response.
His ear follows the grind of her Chevy and the mark's
Beemer into an upscale neighborhood where both
car doors slam at the Georgian with the singing
snowman out front.
His ear squeezes through the mail slot to the great
room where chardonnay is pouring, where their
banter flits around the room like hummingbirds.
His ear wishes then for a finger to block the sound
of her tongue as it surges with the anticipation he has
come to recognize.
He waits for the click of a flick knife to tell him her
hands are at it again.
Tom's YouTube video reading of "Ear Witness":
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Tom confesses: "'Ear Witness' was inspired by the underside of our Christmas holidays, where the expectation to celebrate can bring out the worst in us. Who hasn't had to deal with a drunken relative stumbling into the Christmas tree, or a child whose behavior suffers from the pressure of acting good to maximize the loot? Hopefully, no one of your acquaintance will go quite this far, however. Best heed this tip, however-never give weapons for Christmas. "
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio author of short stories, novels and poetry. Many of his best noir short stories have been collected in Odds of Survival, and his crime novel Blood of the Poppy, is available on Amazon. He enjoys visiting the dark in his writings but is grateful he doesn't live there. Learn more at tombarlowauthor.com.
Worried, his ear folds and slides through the keyhole
to follow her eyes this night after her tongue
has refused his caution and her hands have slammed
the door shut.
It listens to the snap of her heels as she enters the
downtown bar where a virtuoso plays soft piano
Christmas tunes.
Pressed against the window, his ear can hear the
room buzz of diamonds and Cristal, her lips
importuning and the eager response.
His ear follows the grind of her Chevy and the mark's
Beemer into an upscale neighborhood where both
car doors slam at the Georgian with the singing
snowman out front.
His ear squeezes through the mail slot to the great
room where chardonnay is pouring, where their
banter flits around the room like hummingbirds.
His ear wishes then for a finger to block the sound
of her tongue as it surges with the anticipation he has
come to recognize.
He waits for the click of a flick knife to tell him her
hands are at it again.
Tom's YouTube video reading of "Ear Witness":
Subscribe and turn on Notifications for Channel 52.
Tom confesses: "'Ear Witness' was inspired by the underside of our Christmas holidays, where the expectation to celebrate can bring out the worst in us. Who hasn't had to deal with a drunken relative stumbling into the Christmas tree, or a child whose behavior suffers from the pressure of acting good to maximize the loot? Hopefully, no one of your acquaintance will go quite this far, however. Best heed this tip, however-never give weapons for Christmas. "
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio author of short stories, novels and poetry. Many of his best noir short stories have been collected in Odds of Survival, and his crime novel Blood of the Poppy, is available on Amazon. He enjoys visiting the dark in his writings but is grateful he doesn't live there. Learn more at tombarlowauthor.com.
Monday, July 26, 2021
Tom Barlow
TEETER-TOTTER
As a child the teeter-totter taught me
that people are not to be trusted / and I
still count my change / I still lock my car /
I double-check the meter reading
when my electric bill arrives / and
the mileage on my wife's odometer /
there was a day on a riverboat in the
Amazon basin when I'm pretty sure a
Dutchman at the poker table slid one of
my chips away while I turned my head
to sneeze and it ruined our vacation /
the contractor we hired to build our house
used some mismatched brick but convinced
the duplicitous court the result was beautiful /
and my wife swears she never told the guy who
organizes our golf league about my problem
in the bedroom but he's taken to looking at me
with a faint smile / God knows I never planned
to set him right but there are some things a man
should not be expected to tolerate / so it's not
really my fault he allowed himself to be lifted
into the air on the big kid's teeter-totter when I
decided to slip off / and let that be a lesson to him /
if he survives.
Tom's YouTube video reading of "Teeter-totter":
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Tom confesses: "The Tetter-totter has been in the back of my mind since I was a young boy on a playground that was grade-school hell. I've never forgiven my classmates for the torments that were meted out on the monkey bars, the swing sets and, most wickedly, the see-saw, where innocents like me could be abandoned in mid-air. This here is payback, you bastards."
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer. Other works of his may be found in anthologies including Best American Mystery Stories 2013 and periodicals including Pulp Modern, Heater, Plots With Guns, Mystery Weekly, Needle, Thuglit, Mystery Tribune, Switchblade, and Tough. His noir crime short story collection Odds of Survival is available on Amazon.
As a child the teeter-totter taught me
that people are not to be trusted / and I
still count my change / I still lock my car /
I double-check the meter reading
when my electric bill arrives / and
the mileage on my wife's odometer /
there was a day on a riverboat in the
Amazon basin when I'm pretty sure a
Dutchman at the poker table slid one of
my chips away while I turned my head
to sneeze and it ruined our vacation /
the contractor we hired to build our house
used some mismatched brick but convinced
the duplicitous court the result was beautiful /
and my wife swears she never told the guy who
organizes our golf league about my problem
in the bedroom but he's taken to looking at me
with a faint smile / God knows I never planned
to set him right but there are some things a man
should not be expected to tolerate / so it's not
really my fault he allowed himself to be lifted
into the air on the big kid's teeter-totter when I
decided to slip off / and let that be a lesson to him /
if he survives.
Tom's YouTube video reading of "Teeter-totter":
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Tom confesses: "The Tetter-totter has been in the back of my mind since I was a young boy on a playground that was grade-school hell. I've never forgiven my classmates for the torments that were meted out on the monkey bars, the swing sets and, most wickedly, the see-saw, where innocents like me could be abandoned in mid-air. This here is payback, you bastards."
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer. Other works of his may be found in anthologies including Best American Mystery Stories 2013 and periodicals including Pulp Modern, Heater, Plots With Guns, Mystery Weekly, Needle, Thuglit, Mystery Tribune, Switchblade, and Tough. His noir crime short story collection Odds of Survival is available on Amazon.
Monday, April 26, 2021
Tom Barlow
ANOTHER WORLD
A fiction, after Ai
There you are in a bank lobby with a teller as hostage,
a pillowcase heavy with twenties and a sawed-off
in your right hand, while outside the gathered crowd
shouts to the marksmen to take the shot. You
raise your other hand to your forehead to see if you
can feel the heat of a laser sight and mutter
the same stupid prayer you did in grade school
when the principal chose to believe the kid
who you beat up for her licorice and he swung
his paddle like a Louisville Slugger. Back home,
the old man, working on another quart of Thunderbird,
laughed at your red ass while your mother snuffed
her Lucky Strike out on the back of your hand.
You knew even before taking the career aptitude
test in high school that disappointment would
follow you through life like a hungry dog. There
was another, better world, though, you could sense it in
the perfume of the girl who sat beside you in Civics, she
had Jimmy Choos and a thousand-dollar smile.
But she wanted nothing to do with you. Face it, even
if she had granted you entry to her world, you would
have just stolen the silver and, drunken, punched her
father and been banished in disgrace back here, a better
place for someone like you just as your mother foretold
long ago, even though the bullet is on its way now.
Before it hits, you have an instant in which to dodge,
but all you do is close your eyes and wait for that sweet release.
Tom's YouTube video reading of "Another World":
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Tom confesses: "There was this guy in grade school, let's call him Ezra, and he didn't give a damn for any schoolwork but he did rule the playground and he was a head taller than anyone so we elected him class president. I think I knew even then that this would be the highlight of his life; there were hoodlums all around us and they were just waiting to invite him into the gang. But I knew that comeuppance was a long time away for him, and I would have been glad to walk in his shoes right up to the moment things turned ugly. At least, I thought so back then. Now, not so much."
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer whose work has appeared in journals including The Stoneboat Literary Journal, Ekphrastic Review, Voicemail Poetry, Hobart, Tenemos, Redivider, Harbinger Asylum, Heron Clan, The Remington Review, Your Daily Poem, and many more. See more at tombarlowauthor.com.
A fiction, after Ai
There you are in a bank lobby with a teller as hostage,
a pillowcase heavy with twenties and a sawed-off
in your right hand, while outside the gathered crowd
shouts to the marksmen to take the shot. You
raise your other hand to your forehead to see if you
can feel the heat of a laser sight and mutter
the same stupid prayer you did in grade school
when the principal chose to believe the kid
who you beat up for her licorice and he swung
his paddle like a Louisville Slugger. Back home,
the old man, working on another quart of Thunderbird,
laughed at your red ass while your mother snuffed
her Lucky Strike out on the back of your hand.
You knew even before taking the career aptitude
test in high school that disappointment would
follow you through life like a hungry dog. There
was another, better world, though, you could sense it in
the perfume of the girl who sat beside you in Civics, she
had Jimmy Choos and a thousand-dollar smile.
But she wanted nothing to do with you. Face it, even
if she had granted you entry to her world, you would
have just stolen the silver and, drunken, punched her
father and been banished in disgrace back here, a better
place for someone like you just as your mother foretold
long ago, even though the bullet is on its way now.
Before it hits, you have an instant in which to dodge,
but all you do is close your eyes and wait for that sweet release.
Tom's YouTube video reading of "Another World":
Subscribe and turn on Notifications for Channel 52.
Tom confesses: "There was this guy in grade school, let's call him Ezra, and he didn't give a damn for any schoolwork but he did rule the playground and he was a head taller than anyone so we elected him class president. I think I knew even then that this would be the highlight of his life; there were hoodlums all around us and they were just waiting to invite him into the gang. But I knew that comeuppance was a long time away for him, and I would have been glad to walk in his shoes right up to the moment things turned ugly. At least, I thought so back then. Now, not so much."
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer whose work has appeared in journals including The Stoneboat Literary Journal, Ekphrastic Review, Voicemail Poetry, Hobart, Tenemos, Redivider, Harbinger Asylum, Heron Clan, The Remington Review, Your Daily Poem, and many more. See more at tombarlowauthor.com.
Monday, February 8, 2021
Tom Barlow
ANYTHING GOES
The hen to the beetle, the fox
to the hen, the stole to the fox—
predation is everywhere. What a
wonderful world, where
the daisy chain of harvest
makes a joke of love. Remember
our walks along the banks of
the river? Where little feasts could
be found taking place all around
us, turtles and grubs, spiders and
flies, men with nightcrawlers
importuning panfish? And this is the
master plan unfolding, we were taught,
one mouth into another into another
and another and another and so I lie
here awake tonight with a hunger
gnawing away at me. As far as I can
tell, in this world anything goes and
I know you must be hiding nearby,
you can't have fled that far yet,
so when the sun rises over Brooklyn
I'll be coming for you.
Tom reads "Anything Goes":
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Tom confesses: "I've always been attracted to the ghoulish, and have written often about how unfair all this Darwinian reality is, that we must prey on others in order to survive. If there were a God, couldn't he/she have managed a little kinder world, one where food appeared out of thin air and every species procreated at just the replacement rate, so we didn't have to have a war or a famine or a plague to take care of the overburden?"
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer whose work has appeared in journals including The Stoneboat Literary Journal, Ekphrastic Review, Voicemail Poetry, Hobart, Tenemos, Redivider, Harbinger Asylum, Heron Clan, The Remington Review, Your Daily Poem, and many more. See more at tombarlowauthor.com.
The hen to the beetle, the fox
to the hen, the stole to the fox—
predation is everywhere. What a
wonderful world, where
the daisy chain of harvest
makes a joke of love. Remember
our walks along the banks of
the river? Where little feasts could
be found taking place all around
us, turtles and grubs, spiders and
flies, men with nightcrawlers
importuning panfish? And this is the
master plan unfolding, we were taught,
one mouth into another into another
and another and another and so I lie
here awake tonight with a hunger
gnawing away at me. As far as I can
tell, in this world anything goes and
I know you must be hiding nearby,
you can't have fled that far yet,
so when the sun rises over Brooklyn
I'll be coming for you.
Tom reads "Anything Goes":
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Tom confesses: "I've always been attracted to the ghoulish, and have written often about how unfair all this Darwinian reality is, that we must prey on others in order to survive. If there were a God, couldn't he/she have managed a little kinder world, one where food appeared out of thin air and every species procreated at just the replacement rate, so we didn't have to have a war or a famine or a plague to take care of the overburden?"
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer whose work has appeared in journals including The Stoneboat Literary Journal, Ekphrastic Review, Voicemail Poetry, Hobart, Tenemos, Redivider, Harbinger Asylum, Heron Clan, The Remington Review, Your Daily Poem, and many more. See more at tombarlowauthor.com.
Monday, October 5, 2020
Tom Barlow
A LOVE STORY
Daddy bought Madison a Glock for her
eighteenth birthday, and the handgun quickly loved her
beyond all measure. The two became an item
around the town's discotheques, where even the
gorgeous men with their flick knives learned that
asking Madison to dance was a daring move,
for it was her gun took her home every night.
Out of school, she found she could shed the wounds of
her daily job by buffing the brass of the bullets in the
evening. As she snapped each round back home into
the magazine, the gun offered to speak to her boss
on her behalf, but Maddy said no. She said no every night.
As she settled into middle-age, her lover continued
to assure the world she remained perilous treasure.
But on those few nights when Maddy dared leave
her gun in a drawer as she went out, she arrived home to
reprobation that would only disappear if she held it tenderly
by the trigger and dry-fired it into her mouth.
On the morning of her thirty-ninth birthday, though,
Madison entered the gun shop of her cousin Andy
looking for a new holster just as he was unpacking
assault rifles. She flushed and her eyes grew wide when
he thrust the stock of one into her hands.
Sadly, her handgun caught her sneaking the new rifle
into the house that day through the back door, and before
she could voice an excuse, put two into her traitorous heart.
The gun waited patiently for the cops to arrive,
confident it would soon enough find a new owner to love.
Tom reads "A Love Story":
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Tom confesses: "The passion some people feel for their guns seems to transcend the love a hobbyist has for his tools. Discount it if you might, but there is something tender in their way they handle their weapons, the way they need to feel the steel, the way the two of them find release with a pull of the trigger."
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer whose work has appeared in journals including The Stoneboat Literary Journal, Ekphrastic Review, Voicemail Poetry, Hobart, Tenemos, Redivider, Harbinger Asylum, Heron Clan, The Remington Review, Your Daily Poem, and many more. See more at tombarlowauthor.com.
Daddy bought Madison a Glock for her
eighteenth birthday, and the handgun quickly loved her
beyond all measure. The two became an item
around the town's discotheques, where even the
gorgeous men with their flick knives learned that
asking Madison to dance was a daring move,
for it was her gun took her home every night.
Out of school, she found she could shed the wounds of
her daily job by buffing the brass of the bullets in the
evening. As she snapped each round back home into
the magazine, the gun offered to speak to her boss
on her behalf, but Maddy said no. She said no every night.
As she settled into middle-age, her lover continued
to assure the world she remained perilous treasure.
But on those few nights when Maddy dared leave
her gun in a drawer as she went out, she arrived home to
reprobation that would only disappear if she held it tenderly
by the trigger and dry-fired it into her mouth.
On the morning of her thirty-ninth birthday, though,
Madison entered the gun shop of her cousin Andy
looking for a new holster just as he was unpacking
assault rifles. She flushed and her eyes grew wide when
he thrust the stock of one into her hands.
Sadly, her handgun caught her sneaking the new rifle
into the house that day through the back door, and before
she could voice an excuse, put two into her traitorous heart.
The gun waited patiently for the cops to arrive,
confident it would soon enough find a new owner to love.
Tom reads "A Love Story":
Subscribe to Channel 52 for first view of new videos.
Tom confesses: "The passion some people feel for their guns seems to transcend the love a hobbyist has for his tools. Discount it if you might, but there is something tender in their way they handle their weapons, the way they need to feel the steel, the way the two of them find release with a pull of the trigger."
TOM BARLOW is an Ohio writer whose work has appeared in journals including The Stoneboat Literary Journal, Ekphrastic Review, Voicemail Poetry, Hobart, Tenemos, Redivider, Harbinger Asylum, Heron Clan, The Remington Review, Your Daily Poem, and many more. See more at tombarlowauthor.com.
Thursday, October 1, 2020
2020 Best of the Net Nominees
Every poem I publish at The Five-Two is a favorite of mine, so in past years I've allowed readers to vote on three of my six submissions for Sundress Publications' Best of the Net anthology.
With the COVID-19 outbreak this year and other business, I had no time to open the voting, but at yesterday's deadline, I submitted the following.
In the order they debuted during Best of the Net's July 1, 2019–June 30, 2020 eligibility period:
Thanks and good luck to all.
With the COVID-19 outbreak this year and other business, I had no time to open the voting, but at yesterday's deadline, I submitted the following.
In the order they debuted during Best of the Net's July 1, 2019–June 30, 2020 eligibility period:
- "Intruders at Akumal" by Clarinda Harriss
- "Just Shoot 'Em" by Faye Turner-Johnson
- "The Ogre's Wife" by Robert Plath
- "Prom Queen" by Tom Barlow
- "Autobiography of Ursula" by Margot Douaihy
- "CA" by Ron Riekki
Thanks and good luck to all.
Monday, April 13, 2020
Tom Barlow
PROM QUEEN
She rises at two a.m., the night outside the trailer
black over white with shivering stars. She blames
her sleeplessness on that day, years back, when
her horoscope read, "Gemini—as Jupiter enters
your fourth house, watch for your hero to appear."
That night there he was, helping push the prom
queen's car out of a snowy ditch.
Her car. Her reign.
She stands at the kitchen window, Dutch oven
crusted in the sink before her, cigarette hand
dangling from crossed arms. The bruises on
her arm had deepened to match her auburn hair.
She will stay up the rest of the night rather than
return to a bed covered with her grandmother's
quilt: Celtic squares, for luck. There her hero
sprawls, dreaming of blowsy women and new trucks,
trophy deer and touchdowns, dreams he insists
on relating with his morning eggs and bourbon.
She has turpentined creosote from his coveralls
for the last time, she has packed her last olive loaf
sandwich, she has jacked her last stream of jism.
What use has she now for a hero? Her wedding
dress went into the burn barrel a week ago, the
yearbook and tiara are packed. She is ready to
wedge open the propane valve, knowing he
will fire up a Camel before getting out of bed.
If her cousin Jewel comes through with the
promised ticket, she's on the 7 a.m. bus, gone
in search of her empire at last.
Tom reads "Prom Queen":
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Tom confesses: "I've spent many an hour cycling through the backroads of Southern Ohio, and seen the squallor that many young people have fallen into in a world that glorifies coarse living, lack of jobs and the ubiquity of narcotics. I doubt many of these people saw themselves headed here while in high school. They must have had dreams. We all do. The question is, how long can you tolerate it?"
TOM BARLOW also writes crime fiction, which may be found in anthologies including Best American Mystery Stories 2013, Dames and Sin, and Plan B Omnibus and periodicals including Switchblade, Red Room, Pulp Modern, Heater, Plots With Guns, Mystery Weekly, Needle, Thuglit, Mystery Tribune and Tough. His crime short story collection Odds of Survival is available on Amazon. See more at tombarlowauthor.com.
She rises at two a.m., the night outside the trailer
black over white with shivering stars. She blames
her sleeplessness on that day, years back, when
her horoscope read, "Gemini—as Jupiter enters
your fourth house, watch for your hero to appear."
That night there he was, helping push the prom
queen's car out of a snowy ditch.
Her car. Her reign.
She stands at the kitchen window, Dutch oven
crusted in the sink before her, cigarette hand
dangling from crossed arms. The bruises on
her arm had deepened to match her auburn hair.
She will stay up the rest of the night rather than
return to a bed covered with her grandmother's
quilt: Celtic squares, for luck. There her hero
sprawls, dreaming of blowsy women and new trucks,
trophy deer and touchdowns, dreams he insists
on relating with his morning eggs and bourbon.
She has turpentined creosote from his coveralls
for the last time, she has packed her last olive loaf
sandwich, she has jacked her last stream of jism.
What use has she now for a hero? Her wedding
dress went into the burn barrel a week ago, the
yearbook and tiara are packed. She is ready to
wedge open the propane valve, knowing he
will fire up a Camel before getting out of bed.
If her cousin Jewel comes through with the
promised ticket, she's on the 7 a.m. bus, gone
in search of her empire at last.
Tom reads "Prom Queen":
Subscribe to Channel 52 for first view of new videos.
Tom confesses: "I've spent many an hour cycling through the backroads of Southern Ohio, and seen the squallor that many young people have fallen into in a world that glorifies coarse living, lack of jobs and the ubiquity of narcotics. I doubt many of these people saw themselves headed here while in high school. They must have had dreams. We all do. The question is, how long can you tolerate it?"
TOM BARLOW also writes crime fiction, which may be found in anthologies including Best American Mystery Stories 2013, Dames and Sin, and Plan B Omnibus and periodicals including Switchblade, Red Room, Pulp Modern, Heater, Plots With Guns, Mystery Weekly, Needle, Thuglit, Mystery Tribune and Tough. His crime short story collection Odds of Survival is available on Amazon. See more at tombarlowauthor.com.
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